tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-217663472011-08-11T09:32:57.394-04:00Making life for my family a little more funny, a little more green, and a little more enriched.rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.comBlogger1631100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-23726980039766814782010-04-05T21:39:00.002-04:002010-04-05T21:51:28.441-04:00

11 weeks and 3 days to for pregnancy number two. as the months close to weeks and the bigger I get the slower I am moving much slower and I feel bad because I am not playing with Sebastian as much as I would if I wasn't pregnant but I know I am still doing a good job at least my delusioned mind sees it that way. I have been reading about Reflexology and Chi again which has given me some

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Ok I know this is old but I just found it and it deals with an issue close to me.This was posted on Momversation (see link above) in September 2009 and I just love the fact that these ladies took the time to do this because after my first I went totally crazy on my personal style, cut my hair and pierced my nose. Identity crisis I should say so... Now pregnant again and turning 30 I am at a cross

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I have been a mother for almost a year now and luckily I didn't have to do it alone. Both my sister and my besty had babies at the same time. Now that we are out of the infant stage we are ready for a vacation. So the three of us are to meet in Dunedin, FL for a little mommy getaway. A well deserved getaway!So Fro told us to make a list of three things that we wanted to do, so here is what I came

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Come and see what I have cooking at the new Etsy site!

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Nothing for now keep posted.I am almost done with LEED

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The Trash TheoryThe theory is that people receive a discount or credit for what they dispose of in trash. This basic idea is that people will pay a flat rate in trash just as we do now however the trash will be weighed at the curb. The weight of the trash will be discounted if the weight is lower then a percentage of average waste weight.Say that the average US family of 3.14 produces, lets just

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Maybe I am letting the coffee set the mood for the day this morning but I am feeling delicious today. I am being inspired today by a few things and I am going to just go with it. I am going to have no obligations today. No list of things to break my day out into increments to keep me from going bored. No TV today sorry baby, Sponge Bob is off for the day. I feel like: Depth Of Field Dress-up

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Learning how to go green on a poor-mans budget is quite a challenge. However, impossible as it may seem, and trust me I sometimes feel like I am drowning, it can be done. The number one thing to remember is that you don't just wake up one day and be green you need to work at becoming green. It is a learning process and I am doing my best based on the time I have and the information that I have

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Come One + Come All!Inspiring and fun for the day:Here&Here

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Now that my son is born and we are spending lots of time together I am working on finding new ways to make ends meet. Here I am hitting the circuit again in hopes that something will seed and take growth. I am living a little greener every day and teaching the values of that life style to my child. As I read up on organic eating and green living, I am pulled back to my childhood where I remember

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It is official I have finished school and am now a graduate for the second time. Really I don’t know what I was thinking but I am glad I did it. Adjusting to the free time I have had, I started to study sign language. This is something I have always wanted to learn but never had the time or the drive, but now that the baby is coming I really want to test his skills of development. I have been

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I am starting to really hear the threads of my clothing screaming at me.

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Ok here it is the first picture of me on the internet, pregnant.I am working my way into the 5th month and things are good. I am sleepy all the time and a little moodie/weepie but all and all things are good. Everything is growing and though I am still wearing my normal size jeans with the top button undone I feel huge. I find that I need a shopping partner just for moral support. And in case I

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Well, I didn’t exactly take the same challenge as you but I have had some time off from school (which keeps from home till 9:30pm 4 nights a week) were I can come home make dinner and spend time with my husband. I am not a big TV or internet fan, so to take time off from that is not a big deal for me (other then getting caught up on the past episodes of Lost).The time I am having off right now

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It is official. School is out for two weeks then back for my final quarter. I never really thought that I would see the end of my college years. But here they come not in years but in mounts only to be followed by weeks then days.I can not express to you the joy I feel for having done something I never set out to do but did all by myself.Soon I would like to retire to my farm out in the sticks

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Well my pregnancy is moving along just swimmingly and I have made it official news. I hope to post a picture very soon but have been buried in homework for most of the week. This weekend we are heading out to Naples to see some friends and maybe see the beach, it is suppose to be in the 80’s.Sorry ANG!I have been dreaming on my real estate sites and hoping for the future to come soon. PSThe

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Happy Valentines day

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As you can guess I have a lot going on right now. I will tell you all about it but for right now I have to write a 5 page report about Target Markets and SWOT analysis. Be back soon! But till there here is a sneak peek.

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So I want to clean up my diet. I have been really looking at what I eat and when I eat it. Really I am not consuming bad things like cake, chips, and sodas. When I divvy out my food it is not in abundance, so when I started looking into dieting I came with the approach that it is not a diet but a life change. I mean really it is my diet but there seems to be some confusion as to what a diet is. I

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I have not had a chance to stop and think about my last entry, but I sold the car and have all my homework in.I did however have the opportunity to watch a re-run of the documentary called “Crazy, Sexy Cancer”.Not that I am trying to make a habit of staying up late and watching documentaries and crying for hours on end. As I was watching it it occurred to me that my voice on the issue of women

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Considering the thoughtFor a moment of my day I am going to try to meditate on the idea of quitting what I know and image what it would be like to embark on a dream of doing what I want, when I want, and be profitable in doing so. Dreamers are just dreamers and a wast if those dreams aren’t turned into reality, thus changing the name from dreamer to inventor. I want to be a dreamer that becomes

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I haven’t written anything in ages and I wanted it to be worth reading. So I started writing anything and everything. About my anniversary of two years with my husband.About my heading back to school and the miserable feeling I have about it and how I had to get drunk for the first class just to get through it.About how I miss the cold weather and am quite ready for the fall. There are so many

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Endurance will keep my breathing strong and my rhythm steady.I just need to get to that stop sign at the church parking lot, and then I can stop and take a breath.It empowers my will and takes charge over all internal and external feelings making me numb from the pain of my ankles and the cramp in my ribs, so now my attention is only on how far I have to go.It is the point where I mentally go to

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This was taken on my way into work one morning.Enjoy.

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I was just reading back on some of my posts and this one made me laugh so I had to bring it back to the surface. I hope ya'll get as much enjoyment from this as I just did.By the way I still have weeks like this.BAD DAYZIt has taken me a whole week to be able to talk about last weeks events.For starters Mondays always suck and I spent the day thinking about how I was late on some homework and had

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Just to keep everyone posted.Red Soda has been very busy planning for the little package growing in her belly. By this she and her Smooch have been working out the logistics of buying a new house and filling it with their worldly positions. She is also busy trying for a new position at work. You can see why she has had no time to write.Crab with a Spot of Ink has had her little sack of sugar with

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What is it?

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You know that list of things you always wanted to do before you die?Well I have been so busy finishing what I started that I forgot that this is what I wanted.You know looking up on things, I always get what I want because I fight for it.However!I didn't think it was going to take this long.I forgot what it was all about.But because I have great friends and a supportive family.They brought it all

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Time has been a flying by and soon I will be heading back to the home lands for a little RR, well kinda, not really. Ang is having her baby shower and it is time to start rubbing the growing belly of Shannon.It will be nice to head home even if it is for just a few days.As for the past few entries Manolo and I are getting closer every day to trying again and that seems to comfort me more and

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I am going to steal something from The Wizard Academy becasue I think it is what needs to be heard.Please enjoy.Live Your Crowded HourStanding at your bedside, I don't know if you're dead or only sleeping.Soon our friends will lay pennies on your eyes to pay Charon for your passage. A silly ritual, our friends will do it anyway.But you were dead long before you died.Something caused life to

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Thank you all for your kind words!!Because I know that the only thing to help the healing process is time.I need to keep writing and put some time between this experience and us. I get up every day and take the extra few minutes to put myself together a little better then I ever have in my entire life. I dedicate my healing to the time between.Though that pain is still on the surface I can see

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The signs are all there.The test came out clear.Two lines.Pregnant.The house was filled with singing and dancing.But then...The doctor said something is a miss.The sack is to small.Your levels are to low.It doesn't look like it should.There is no heart beat. I don't understand.Now I have to make a choiceNatural?orForced?

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Caught myself doing it again. I was playing outside too long and got bit by the homesick bug.If I could just get 10 hours away maybe I wouldn’t feel so sick. I was daydreaming on a real estate site I am ready to have my family.The family I left so long agoThe family that wasn’t there until years after I leftI want my dad, sister, and friendThey for me represent the security blanket that I have

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I am fulfilling one of my many wishes as a child, which is to see the world and even though I have been out of the country before, this trip will be the furthest from home I will have ever traveled. We are heading to the Outback all the way on the other side of the hemisphere. Wohw. I know that we will be traveling into open arms of security once we are there but still the fear of travel scares

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I want to have my words DANCE!Twirling and WhirlingWith a cense of exhaustionOverwhelmed with the loss of breath escaping from my smiling lipsThe warm embrace of terms tickling my imaginationBlanketing and squeezing my ever evolving thoughts with comfort of knowledge

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We all have the language that we speak, that we are taught. Our FIRST language. This is the language that we are able to express ourselves the best in. But when you grow up and learn another language you then speak like a baby as you develop. But when it goes to showing other people your personal language you are an oddity and the terms that you use in your every day live become the obsession of

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First off let me just say to those who really read this, "I am Sorry that It has Taken Me so long to write this, it's just that I needed to be Inspired."My life not just life in general but MY LIFE...I just wanted to be able to understand and relate to everyone I ever met and though that has been a tall order to fill for a little girl born in a county hospital, I think I have done OK.And even

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Since I haven't posted in a long time:All my horror stories and novels have been shelved for the time being and replaced with my economic textbooks.I don’t subscribe to the Hollywood of today anymore because it all seems like American propaganda.I can’t find entertainment in television shows because my life is interesting enough as it is why I would want to watch someone?

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The way words come together. What does it mean when a dyslexic person reads things in their own way? The words seem to play frogger amongst the other lines of someone's thoughts Jumping up and down the line teasing my minds eyeMissing vowels and misplacement among letters Half the time I make up what I think it should say and the other half is filled with frustrations I want to write so I read

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I have been consumed by the events happening in my house so much that I have let a lot of the general day to day stuff go unnoticed. Now it is time to get back to school and work but I am not sure I can focus on that right now. For what ever reason, I got up this morning and got ready as I always do but today on my way to work I couldn’t help but want to vomit every time I saw something I didn’t

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It has been a while since my last post and it seems that my posts are getting further and further from each other. To tell you the truth I just don't have anything to say. I have a house that feels more like a Motel 6 charging by the hour. They come they go and all I can say is nothing. They are all characters that I am learning something from so I just watch. I must say that because there are so

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Because all I have to say is HOTDOG SUSHI! Need I say more?NO NO please really blow the picture up and take a look at it. It is of a hot dog!

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I am Tara's creative side. I chose when to come out and what to do. She has no control over me and though I know she wishes I came out to play more often I keep her urning for more.It is the sick joke I must play on her to keep her on edge.No one knows when I will show but when I do it is always fun or at least interesting to see. You should see her when the other sides have control.

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Let me take a breath…OKI miss the cold and I know that you should be careful as to what you wish for because you may get it, but to that I say bring it on…I swallow the 70 degrees Decembers and the yells from the couch about it being hot with a Christmas tree standing in my living room. I know what it is to live on the extreme of both ends, but to live in the middle, will work for me, that is

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I have been looking around and I am starting to see some of the benefits of working towards my BA in Marketing. Though I have not tried to find a job nor am I looking for one, I do see that most of the people (the editor of The New Yorker) who have done really well for themselves just with their BA in Something. I know this doesn’t look like great hope but here is where it gets good… The way I

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Think think think that is all I do, should I say this, should I not say that. I still shock people but I my words are like a knife cutting to the soft tissue of people’s emotions. I can see their feeling being emaciated but yet all I can do is publicly apologize and much like when I was a kid I really don’t feel bad that I said it but I just don’t want the other person to feel embarrassed. Public

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Happy December People

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I sit and think the truck stop café of my mind…I think I need a change of weatherI want to feel the soft skin on my hands crack and bleed from the cold breezeI want the feeling of a scratchy sweater on my moist skinI need to feel the weight of mutable blankets on my bed pressing my body into a cocoon positionThese are some of the things that make me feel aliveI miss the feeling of time passStop

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I broke my routine last night and decided that after school I was going to go downtown to take some pictures and do some thinking. This is not abnormal for me because I used to do this when I was single, a long time ago. As I walked the streets there were a few homeless people that were huddled up on the old church steps and I couldn’t help but think about how I could be sitting there with them

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Have you ever tried your hardest to be really efficient and productive at something only to find that you are wasting your time?Why does being successful at everything push people to do things they never wanted to do in the first place?I am having one of those weeks been everything I touch turns to poop.When I try to think nothing comes out and if something does come out it ends up being really

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-74852609923891437272006-11-13T19:20:00.000-05:002006-11-13T19:24:53.172-05:00

Sorry that I have not been keeping up with my blog lately but I have a house full of people and it is not always the easiest to get to the computer. By the way all my settings have been converted to Spanish so if I am not coming across clearly it is becasue everything is set up for Spanish. Other occurences in the house include parties and lots of eatting. Among all this fun I have manager to

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Medial tasks of the weekend:Enjoy time with my sweetiePaint new television standTake picturesWatch the sun come upGet new insuranceDress porch for the HarvestWatch televisionWork on portfolioDo some homeworkSorry this isn’t deep writing but this is the way my thoughts are working right now. Nothing is longer then a task list. Focusing is extremely hard for me right now. I hope this doesn’t last

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-70442480386469116512006-11-01T21:26:00.000-05:002006-11-01T21:40:26.388-05:00

I have been having some trouble with my car lately and my husband and I are entertaining the idea of selling the thing and getting something a little bigger. Our family is growing but our car is not, so I was in the storage area searching desperately for the title of my car, which was sent to me about three years ago. To be quite honest with you the last time I remember seeing the darn thing was

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-9372317837452779772006-10-30T21:46:00.000-05:002006-10-30T22:06:25.622-05:00

Last Tuesday I came home from school and was greeted by my lovely husband who after a nice conversation stops and looks me in the eyes. He says to me "I have some bad news but it is not all lost yet." Ok at this point with Manolo I have no idea what to expect. Then he says it, "I lost my wedding ring, outside, with the leaves, I think in the front yard, or in the bag of leaves."HEHEHEI will not

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I was sitting pondering the other day about immigration and migration. We all know about immigration but what if you think about migration. Let me put it this way. You are a hard working single mom living in an over populated city that is offering you very little money, bad living conditions, and a terrible education system for you children. How much different are you from a migrant worker or

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-35509908866048719252006-10-19T20:35:00.000-04:002006-10-20T08:32:57.134-04:00

Have you ever sat in a room with other people, all each working on their own project and you become so committed to what you’re doing that by the time you feel tired and need some inspiration you look up to find yourself sitting in a empty room?I am finally bringing my head up and I am finding myself in an empty room. (My dear family and friends, please don’t misunderstand me)There are things in

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I want to share something that I found on wizardacademy.com. I have been thinking of returning to my home town with my new family but the closer I get to home the more I see that I no longer fit in. I thought this was funny because I just so happen to come across this quote from John Steinbeck and found that even though times change and people change the issues are relatively the same. I hope you

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-28154885577369656842006-10-17T09:01:00.000-04:002006-10-17T09:02:45.452-04:00

My sister-in-law and mother-in-law are here in the states from Columbia, South America and I am really glad to have them. My husband’s side of the family rarely talks to me in English so I rely on what little Spanish I can speak and work off body language for the rest. That has been working out well for the past 5 years but I know that I have to learn their language. Manolo’s sister and mother

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-7852403499731594092006-10-16T17:55:00.000-04:002006-10-16T18:02:58.979-04:00

I am dealing with people all day just like everyone else in this world and I just can’t help but want to jab a pencil in some of their ears. I have to listen to all the whoos of your life and how it is hard to work and garden all in one week. You came to me to tell me how your day is hard and your tired. Well let me just roll out the red carpet for your tired old feet. Let me show you the way to

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-92071430668193696152006-10-15T20:01:00.000-04:002006-10-15T20:21:13.277-04:00

This first year was tough for us but we made it through and we did it together. I just want to take this moment to tell you that I love you and I like you. I couldn’t do this without you. Thank you to all our friends and family that take part in our lives.

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Well I have dropped. My rein of Google is over. But there is always tomorrow.More to comeI am working on a good post and I hope to have it up in a day or so.Stay with me people, it will be worth it because if I can just get you to laugh my job will be done.

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The sky has opened and the sound of angels singing fills the air.I have arrived.If you type in rougholive today in Google my site will come up first.I would like to thank the academy, my parents, and all the little people I had to step on in order to arrive to the top of the list. To bad very few people are out there looking for Rough Olive and her quarky view on life.

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Have you ever sat in a room with other people, all each working on their own project and you become so committed to what you’re doing that by the time you feel tired and need some inspiration you look up to find yourself sitting in a empty room?I am finally bringing my head up and I am finding myself in an empty room.(My dear family and friends, please don’t misunderstand me)There are things in

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-11952769010763429822006-10-10T08:05:00.000-04:002006-10-10T08:07:18.651-04:00

I really just want to change the mood this morning because the last two entries have been down.So I am going to give myself some advice."It is perfectly okay to write garbage – as long as you edit brilliantly."– C.J. CherryhHere is a quote from my favorite web site.I like this because it made me giggle this morning.I hope you enjoy it too.

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Today I did some shopping at Big Lots for cheap Halloween decorations then I came home and made some soup.I totally spaced on Manolo and feel ready bad about it. I don’t now where this drive to want to be perfect comes from. I hated people like me when I was young and I don’t like people like me now, so how did I become this person? Who really wants to be liked by everyone anyway?I should not

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-58246960676453832582006-10-05T21:48:00.000-04:002006-10-05T21:49:56.871-04:00

My main squeeze and I are trying to make some extra money and clear some clutter from out itty-bitty house so we are selling some of my old textbooks from last quarter on eBay. Last night we headed out around 9pm to the postal office by the airport that is open 24 hours a day. Once we got there we head in the doors books in tow and look for something to put the books in for shipping. The store

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Last night after work I raced home so I could start dinner and clean the house a little. After getting dinner started my phone rings and it is Manolo but as I go to pick it up it quits ringing. At the same time I hear a little knock at my door. I assume that it is Manolo and he needs help carrying something in and that is why he was calling, so I could open the door. But as I approach my door

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I have grown and matured I have spent the last 10 years of my life learning and accepting what has been taught to meFor as much as I have learned I have forgottenMaybe I was a bad person in my youth but today I try my best to be the best that I can beThe point is We are always learning and evolving into who we are at this timeBut we will keep changing the more we learn So don’t label yourself

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-1159225684126918982006-09-25T18:58:00.001-04:002006-09-25T20:13:26.923-04:00

I rarely talk about my pets on my blog because I find it truly uninteresting to read about other people’s animals and I wouldn’t want to put anyone through that. But some stories must be told. We have a four-day vacation in Las Vegas and ask some family members to check on the cats well we are out. So far so good, but we have a very unruly yellow cat named Poncho who is a lot like his human mom

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-1159150969391236292006-09-24T21:19:00.000-04:002006-09-24T22:22:49.516-04:00

I am back from Las Vegas and have lots to talk about.I had time to spend with the family and take in some desert sights.I love the desert but man is it dry. My skin feels like a reptile what has been hit by car and is on the side of the road drying up in the hot sun!Anywho I was able to smuggle some hand cream on the plane, which helped immensely, just don’t ask me how I got it through the

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-1158806886744238742006-09-20T22:44:00.000-04:002006-09-20T22:48:06.756-04:00

Sometimes I do things without thinking.and sometimes my brain is so full of stuff that I don't make sense

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We are preparing for another trip. On Thursday morning we will be jetting off to Las Vegas.This should be very interesting because this is Manolo’s first time out there. I will be sure to bring back lots of stories and pictures.

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Check out what I just found.http://bluebirdblogs.blogspot.com/It is an easy read and is very informable.Happy blogging

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Full circleBeing faced with your past makes you aware of who you once were and who you are today.It is funny to me that at 13 I knew who I was, what I wanted, and how to feelBut then things changed and I took an emotional growth trip around the blockNow I am 26 and right back at my 13 year old selfOf course I have grown mentally and physically but my views on life are the sameMy question is if I

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I clime this latter of life trying to reach the top.Every day is another step and you would think that at my age I would have a better understanding of boundaries.I would have the ability to overcome my fear of screwing up.Overcome the fear of failure.See I know by now that without taking risks you will go nowhere.So why was it so hard for me to pick up the phone, at work, and ask what the client

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You yell from the back room but I can’t seem to yell backThis, I think is because it forces me to try to get to you fasterWhen we talk, your views have changed and I can see a stronger manA sexier manYou sleep light so when I fuss over not being able to sleep you wake up enough to brush my hair back, calming meThe words that drift from our mouths and into our ears are really heard by one

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-1157299044734710562006-09-03T11:48:00.000-04:002006-09-03T11:57:24.756-04:00

Favorite place to be:Swimming where the rain meets the water.The walls crackThe doors squeakThe wind howls through the window painsThe floors creak from the pitter-patter of the cat’s pawsBut I am alone and the house is stillBut yet I can’t help but hear a symphony of music being created from this 72-year-old house.Poor Maggie she and her farm always get a bad rap.Introducing Cotton Girl:Breaking

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Where do we go from here?Have I traveled to far from home?Making it virtually imposable to ever return.The moments in our lives that take us to new places and to different levels of life is the journey.Third floor boyfriends and dramasSixth floor engagements and weddingsWell I have seen enough to know that I have a lot to learn and I need to reflect that in my mind to help me see a clear view of

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If given the opportunity to be contacted or contact someone you knew would you do it?Think about the years that you spent pulling yourself from the person you once were only to be sucked in by a click and a moment of time. All the time you spent developing yourself into a new person will be gone because you contacted someone who knows who you really were… because they saw you in a light that you

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-1156203019204051802006-08-21T19:08:00.000-04:002006-08-21T19:30:19.260-04:00

Well I am back from the hood and have a lot to talk about.I am really moved as to how lucky I truly am.The people I call family are honest, loving, and beautiful.Even the people that I think I scared as a child.They have all excepted me and my new family, with open arms. I don’t want this to change.Food for the soul!Fried Green Tomato’sA Trip to the countryReading to SageThe endless conversations

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-1155818859915092212006-08-17T08:46:00.000-04:002006-08-17T08:47:39.926-04:00

On a lighter note and not letting things that get you down keep you down.Here is a view I have been working on.I have been thinking of things to set me apart from everyone else and maybe make some money at it.I read and write and seek advice but I always seem to come off as a sniveling never was. I feel like in my quest for knowledge I am just bothering people.Kind of like the little sister

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-1155736700155525092006-08-16T09:55:00.000-04:002006-08-16T09:58:20.173-04:00

Today I am an emotional wreck. This is not the norm for me and that is why I am writing about it.I put a lot of stress on myself and I carry a lot of stress from outside sources.I spend a lot of my time shutting out the feelings that overwhelm my mind and body every day.But today it is too hard to ignore the screams of the dark angels. Finally I have broken down and started to cry

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-1155427673004504902006-08-12T20:02:00.000-04:002006-08-21T19:31:16.366-04:00

Well here ya go for all of you who want to see what the wedding look like.It was almost a year ago and I am just getting to take care of some of the wedding pictures. What does that tell you about me...I hope you enjoy what I post and I am hoping to put more up on flickr.

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-1155316618223791062006-08-11T13:14:00.000-04:002006-08-11T13:16:58.240-04:00

The inside of my body swirls like a wild tornado.I can feel the spinning of the wind current wanting to turn my body with it.I struggle to ignore the pain of an invisible ice pick penetrating my right ear sending shocks of crippling pain through my head and jaw.On the outside I just look tired and lazy.

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-1155133925482830302006-08-09T10:14:00.000-04:002006-08-09T10:32:05.520-04:00

Here is a letter to the head director for my program at school. I was telling him that I am having trouble with a teacher and needs some help on how to deal with him. He suggested a meeting. This was the first letter I wrote to get how I really felt off my chest and was not really sent to anyone, it was never to see light. But I am bringing it out to make me feel better. I hope you enjoy it

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You allow me the freedom to be me.That is the priceless gift that you give me.To be me as myself.There is nothing that I hide from you. What you see is what you get.This is my favorite place to be.

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I recently added a counter to my blog. This will record every time a person clicks to my blog whether it be a mistake or just someone patiently waiting for my next brain regurgitation. But I click on my blog maybe six times a day and what I really want to know is who really reads this stuff. I know my family and friends do but I want to know if there is anyone who I don’t know and has just

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-1154005184557945862006-07-27T08:58:00.000-04:002006-07-27T08:59:44.623-04:00

I have this little thing that has interested me since I was a child. All my letters and numbers have gender and personalities.Example:No. 1 is a young boy who has a wise under lining soul.No. 2 is a teenage girl who looks up to 5.No. 3 is a teenage girl the snooty cheerleader type who kind of picks on 2.And so on.I didn’t know that there are other people living with this, or that there was a name

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There are a multitude of things happening right now.Last weekend we were supposed to go to Ohio, but that in itself is still to disturbing to talk about and will have to be a rainy day story.The truth is that I am home sick and need my pilgrimage.I miss the quiet of my dad’s back yard and the somberness of the woods surrounding the house.I want to use words like red up the room and not get crazy

rough olivehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16620520535467143031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21766347.post-1153408493108304652006-07-20T11:12:00.000-04:002006-07-22T23:08:05.343-04:00

True to form, as soon as you start telling people your plans, they fall through.For a few months now we have been planning on moving to Seattle.We started lining things up with our schools, living quarters, and work but then some thing happened.Ten months ago Manolo and I were about to get married when his work moved him away for almost four months. In that four months apart we realized how

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What the lack of sleep can do to a person.Well spelling errors are becoming a reoccurrence with all of my writing.The mind gets fuzzyMescals get jitteryInsane ideas come into the mind, this for me is common, but the line is draw when I decided to share these thoughts with the people around meDriving drunk seems to be safer then driving tiredI will get sleep tonight, maybe.On Friday morning Manolo

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Every time we see our good friend Freddy we reveal something about ourselves that we buried deep inside and it haven’t seen the light of day in years.You know those little things that are always forgotten about.Our topics are never the same and are always tongue in cheek.A couple of cheap beers in a smoke filled bar reveled, this past weekend, some great stories.Situations that occur in our lives

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Here I am doing my best to be myself through and through.But what happens when you give yourself to yourself but it is not good enough?It is never good enough in the eyes of the artist.There is always something that can be made better or changed or tweaked.O if I could go back and do that again I would…It is what it is whether it is for you or for the worldI just have to do what I do when it is

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Property of Joanne Goberish do not reproduce. I was talking to an old friend last week about how our lives have changed and where we would be if thing were different.There was a lot of giggling and some gasping.She now has two children and a busy life where I am still living the ‘married no kid’s life’ and that is ok.I am coming to terms with this like a lion comes to terms with a thorn in his

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My brain is filled with questions today. Looking at the big picture I am really questioning everything. The home front is on egg shells, the moving front is on the brakes, and the money is to depressing to think about. The overwhelming weight of this is wearing on me and my family. To top it all off I have to go back to school this week and deal with the late nights and the bad eating habits.I

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guess who's back, back againg, fro is back, tell a friend....Good day to all, and happy July!July is the month of CANCER!!! finally!! i have waited many days and many nights to be the center of attention (zodiac attention that is) and it now awaits me!CANCER 6/21-7/22FAMOUS PERSON BORN UNDER CANCER, FRO 6/30 : )RULING PLANET: MOONRULES: BREASTS AND STOMACHELEMENT: WATERPOLARITY: FEMININENATURE:

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I have been writing down every thought that comes through my head and here isone of them:There is a rough part of skin on my foot that is a map of each step I have taken in every shoe I have ever bought.I might not have crow’s feet around my eye but I have an entire map of every step on the bottom of my foot.Funnny is it not?

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The closer that we get to moving west the more fear spreads through my body infecting my soul like a cancer. I am looking at my worldly possessions and think about how long it took me to get here and how the move could take that all away from me.The amount of time there is also weighs on my mind. The two years that we are looking to live there and the few years we are planning on staying in

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The Fear That Washes Over MeHere I am doing my best to be myself through and through.But what happens when you give yourself to yourself but it is not good enough?It is never good enough in the eyes of the artist.There is always something that can be made better or changed or tweaked.O if I could go back and do that again I would…It is what it is whether it is for you or for the world I just have

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